I had a saturday night off and spent an enitre day with my boy. Something you think is normal? Oh no. Not for me! Roll on never having to work on a weekend!

Well work has been pretty stressful. Wondering whether staying with the company is going to be good for me or I am going to sink with the ship when the pot of gold they are depending on dries out. I am looking for a career, but currently I work for a set of squabbling children fighting for postion. I am going to tone down eBaying now as the fee hike has really hurt me financially and trading on ebay is becoming less profitable unless all your items are above £50. I still love the marketplace, but over the last few months the fees have taken away £200 worth of extra profit. So I am getting rid of all stock I can find so I can focus on keirotech, which is my other little business and keep the product side of it to website only. I have been approved for paypal pro so I need to work on getting my sites all SSL’d up so I can run it. I need a dedicated IP address but my host is being so lax and won’t give me one NOW damnit.

I am still too fat and I still can’t stick to a diet. Spinning tonight so I should shed some fat, but I a so unfit - going back to KB and jitsu full time will wreck my body! NEED FITNESS!

OK Saturday 840Kcal and Sunday 896Kcal, normal for my weekend when I work 20 hours waitressing. But today its a whopping 1588 - I have no dieted today, but I still don’t actually eat over the 2000Kcal. So why have I got fat? I know lack of exercise is to blame as I have not had the time. Hmmm, when WILL I get time to exercise. Tonight I have hair to make, ebay tomorrow and bugging wednesday. I need to get up early and do aerobics for 20 mins everyday as I can’t seem to make kickboxing, jitsu or spinning anymore. Boo, I really want to. I am eating under the norm now so it must just be the exercise component. If I could spin monday, KB wed and jitsu thursday I would not need to do anymore. Must, must, must make the effort!

Designers that is. Three new designers in three weeks.

I missed jistu and the pub evenings/student union evenings….Finally my life is starting to crawl back from the depths of overworking…..